Everything feels like it’s falling apart and I just want to be gone. I’m suffocating again and nobody can hear me screaming. I can’t keep going through this. It’s like there is a dark smog clouding my head and my heart and telling me I’m never going to amount to anything. How can I keep going from being so happy, to so fucking low. I just wish there was a way out of this. Why do I have to be there for everyone else? Why isn’t there anyone here for me? It doesn’t make any sense. The more I try to do right the more I get treated wrong. Fucking crying all alone every night is not how “the best years” are supposed to be..
(✿ﾉ◡‿◡)ﾉ *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ reminder that if u can’t get out of bed today that’s okay and if u feel like crying on public transportation that’s okay and if u got a bad mark on a test that’s okay because there are still so many forests to explore and cities to get lost in and dogs to pet and u are only a small star in a big universe and u are doing so well